User Profile

Me:

33 years of age.
Native American (Hopi and Pima mostly).
Sagittarian.
Aspiring filmmaker and writer (currently writing a novel and a few songs).
College Graduate...B.A. in filmmaking (I'am still considering on getting my Master's degree).
Dorky.
Very stubborn.
Very opinionated.
Procrastinator (can't spell Procrastinate without "nate").
Smartarsed.
Film buff.
Huge football fan (GO Chargers, Cardinals, and Giants!!)
Tend to get jealous easily....sometimes.
Unsure of many things in life (myself included).
Shot glass collector (collect shot glasses of cities and places I've been to).
Have a 'mysterious' illness (since Dec. '05, damn doctors are still trying to find out what it is exactly). UPDATED (May 30, 2009): Cured and better after surgery.
Was engaged (we're still close and in each other's lives. She's someone I can depend upon and has never hurt me--on purpose--or lied to me). UPDATED (May 30, 2009): We 'were' close til she decided to be childish and no longer talks to me for some reason, which to this day remains a mystery. Eh, her choice. No loss on my part.
Avid lover of art, music, and literature.
Love to travel and plan on seeing the world one day.
Taste in music is very....unique? (never limit your tastes to just one genre)
Believer in Karma....hasn't failed me yet.
Part-time crimefighter at night (lonnnnng story). Updated: gave that up after it became too dangerous. Have resumed my heroic outings.
Follower of the Light side but tread that Dark side every so often (but that's only when I've been wronged and feel that vengeance is needed in some way. In the end though, I take it back because of my belief in Karma.)
I get easily amused by random things and people.
What really amuses me is when people assume things about me before they really know the true me.
Love photography (my camera goes everywhere with me).
Attempt to do 'good' to make up for the 'bad' things I've done in my past (believe me, some secrets are best left untold).
Love tigers (collect anything associated with tigers).
Have been an insomniac for almost two years now. UPDATE: no longer insomniac, except for rare occasions.
I've a few hidden talents/skills that I've managed to keep secret from quite a number of people and one day soon, I'll reveal them. Needless to say, many will be very very surprised.
If I call you a friend and care about you, believe it. Hurt me though and you will suffer for it eventually.

What's inside this journal?:

My random thoughts about my life as I'm trying my best to find my place in this world. I bitch and moan about things just like anyone else, if you can't handle that, there's that option of deleting me from your list. Trust me, I won't lose sleep over it. If you disagree with what I think or say or do, do so, but don't be a ragin' condescending bitch/asshole about it. Again, there's that option to delete me. Because believe me, I can be just as snarky back at ya. I talk about what's going on in my life...the good, bad and boring. In recent months, my life has been less stressful and drama free, which is just fine by me. I do post pictures of people, places, and things. I will admit one of my biggest faults is that I tend to speak my mind quite bluntly before thinking about what others will think. Some consider that a good thing though. Like me or hate me for that, makes no difference to me. I also tend to write extremely long posts about things going on in my life (mini-novels as I refer to them). That's just how I write though. *shrugs* But yup, that's what's contained within. Just 100% me.

The user name I chose, i_rememberyou, stands for something very significant to me. Those who know the meaning of it know exactly what I'm referring to and that's all that matters.

Musical likes:

Johnny Cash (there will never ever be another like him), The Beatles, Stolen Babies (just recently bought their cd and fell instantly in love with their music), some Weezer, Korn, Sublime, Meatloaf, Faith Hill, Ice Cube, Michael Jackson (R.I.P.), Evanescence, Bob Marley and the Wailers, Ace of Base, No Doubt, ICP, Whitney Houston (pre-crack addict days), old school hip-hop from the 80's, music from the 70's and 60's, various movie soundtracks ranging from Star Wars, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2, Dirty Dancing, Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves, Chicago, Rocky Horror Picture Show, and so on and so on. As I said, very wide taste of music. Btw, I loathe music elitists. Get over yourselves. Just because you don't like what one person does, doesn't make you better than anyone.

Film likes:

Far too many films to mention.

Quotes:

"There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it."--Incubus Dreams

"...But I understand now that your love will always come with conditions and that no matter how good your intentions, something holds you back, Anita. Something will not allow you to give yourself completely to the moment, to that shining thing called love. You hold yourself back, and you hold back those who love you. I cannot live being offered you love one moment and denied it the next. I cannot live being punished for what I cannot change."--Asher, Cerulean Sins

"Sometimes the greatest wounds are the ones we try the hardest not to inflict"--Narcissus In Chains

"You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring....you can't cure that, and you can't recover from it."--"Narcissus In Chains"

"Shit, girlfriend, I may be good, but I'm not that good. I am just a poor mortal boy. I can't compete with the lord of the undead and the wolfman."--Bernardo Spotted-Horse, "Obsidian Butterfly"

"If you love someone, then your freedom is curtailed. If you love someone, you give up much of your privacy. If you love someone, then you are no longer merely one person but half of a couple. To think and behave any other way is to risk losing that love."--Leonora Evans, "Obsidian Butterfly"

"I'll a-babbalah your a-kazzalah, you fuck!"--Clay Riddell, "Cell"

Well, that's me.....If you know me and can read what's contained within this journal, goodie for you.....

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